Lost Thoughts

I miss you dad… Come and take me away from this mentally unstable house..

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so afraid of my own mother…

She makes me want to just barrow into a hole. 

And never come out.

What you don’t see.

Wont hurt you :/

Pardon chubbeh fingers, but, Hello Kitty nails~! First time doing them.. I need more clear/top coat polish >:

Oh hai der derpy mushie :0

I still think hes pretty cute >: Don’t laugh at my prototype! ;-;

(This is for Khaos cause its almost her bday too… >.>)

I wish I could rest my heart in your hands and know that you wouldn’t crush it~

I’mma be making another pair of phat pants~ Due to the fact I dragged my Sewing machine out for one, and.. I wanna another pair e-e

Don’t judge me.. I love clothes D’:

<3 A shot that I got from the aquarium. They look super fuzzy hehe~

Life has turned for the better~

Time to stop sitting around and watch it go by.

Let me jump into action~

Last night was fucked up. Time to beat up people now :P

I sometimes wish that you had a secret passion for me <3

“In that case, we wouldn’t have had only good memories. Because pain comes with love. Because love is a painful feeling. To the point of wanting to drown”

-Hachi <3

-sparklemotion:

fuckclub:

w-e-d-n-e-s-d-a-y:

dontbringhomeawhiteboy:

kindracantjump:

do a sweet ollie over the couch while drinking a mountain dew

brushing my mohawk with a switchblade comb

it feels like jelly

mom don’t read

Tongue kissed for at least 3 hours lol wat

I held your hand,

connected our fingers together.

You showed me your heart,

I’ll show you mine♥

You said that you felt like you were hurting me emotionally…

The truth is, I’m the only person that could hurt me now..

You’re just the drug that numbs my emotions for that moment in time..

All I know is that I’m happy. Even if it will just be for awhile <3

Jeffs house,

cute boy,

alcohol,

and silly movies.

Haha <3 Glad I came over

If we all die from the nuclear melt down, I want to just tell you how much you mean to me and my weak mind. Thank you for the short time I’ve spent with you. And I still wish I would be good for you

 

“Pure eyes, blue like a glassy bead—-You are always looking at meand I am always looking at you.Ah, you’re too meek—-beautiful, unspoiled:thus I’m so sad, I suffer—-and so happy, it hurts.I want to hurt youand destroy myselfWhat you would thinkif you knew how I felt.Would you simply smile,not saying a word?Even curses from your mouthwould be as beautiful as pearls.I place my left hand on yourface as though we were to kiss.Then I suddenly shove my thumbdeep into your eyesocket.Abruptly, decisively,like drilling a hole.And what would it feel like?Like jelly?Trembling with ecstasy, I obscenelymix it around and around: I musttaste the warmth of your blood.How would you scream?Would you shriek “It hurts!It hurts!” as cinnabar-red tearsstream from your crushed eye?You can’t know the maddeninghunger I’ve felt in the midst ofour kisses, so many of themI’ve lost count.As though drinking in your cries,I bring my hopes to fruition:biting your tongue, shredding it,biting at your lips as if tastingyour lipstick.Oh, what euphoric heights I wouldreach, having my desires fulfilledlike a greedy, gluttonous cur.I longed, too, for your cherry-tintedcheeks, tasty enough to bewitch mytongue.I would surely be healed,and would cry like a child.And how is your tender ear?It brushes against my cheek;I want it to creep up to my lips soI can sink my teeth into its flesh.Your left ear, always hearing wordswhispered sweet as pie—-I want it to hear my true feelings.I never lied, no…but I did have my secrets.Ah, but what must you think of me?Do you hate me? Are you afraid?As though inviting you to the agonyat the play’s end, if you wish, youcould destroy me—-I wouldn’t care.As you wish, you may destroy me—-I wouldn’t care.”-Stanley Coleman, Silent Hill 3<3