June 2011
21 posts
How can I wish for anything else when I have everything I need at this moment right now?
A wonderful night under a bridge drunk off of whiskey

He doesn’t usually get drunk but he wanted to with me <3 How much I adore this boy~
When I felt my lowest, you came and took the sadness away ♥ I’m glad you messaged me after no contact for four years…
I love how you make me feel~
The soft touch of your hands. When we hold each other like it’s always been like that. Little massages that feels so gentle and warm, comforting in fact. When you hold me before I depart and when you kiss me makes my heart break. Waking up next to you with the lights hanging up from the ceiling and you nuzzling close to me puts a smile on my face. How ticklish you are and I know you enjoy it when I do tickle you. The rough passion when I nibble and bite you. Oh how you warm my cold heart.
Lemme keep you please~

So I borrowed my friend’s ‘Alice in Wonderland’ lolita dress and had my friend take photos. I’m not one to wear colors much but I cannot stay away from lolita <3
By the way I have a terrible profile but the hair clip is made by my friend—> http://khaosbaby.tumblr.com/ <3
Finale
Anastasia Soundtrack
I don’t have a heart.
No one has my ‘heart’
I let it go in the wonder world of space.
Surrounded by the stars and cuddles with the moon.
Maybe someday someone will try
and fail.
To be granted this small shining gift.
Maybe someday someone will have the wings to fly above and beyond.
touch the treasure.
but fall to the depths of the sea
unable to ever get out again.
Maybe someday or even never.
This treasure will fall from the sky
and drift into the most important person.
The most important one who will need it the most.

I’ll miss having fun with you.
But I wont miss being a pet on your leash.

This is where I get my crazy from <3

19 pages of hope for me from many people from my high school and two special people in my life <3 Let me get through this sadness.
Thank you <3

Before you left you took this picture hoping that your family would live in this house forever. And be able to come home to see this everyday. I miss you dad.